In 2007, when Republicans distanced themselves from former Idaho Sen. 'They feel like they are one secret away from losing everything they love.' Olson describes it as 'a kind of sexual purgatory,' and many turn to drugs and alcohol for solace. 'These men lead hidden lives and that's a very lonely place to be,' he said. In his new book, 'Finally Out: Letting Go of Living Straight,' Olson, now 68 and semi-retired psychiatrist, examines the lives of closeted gay men, many of whom have sex with other men but deny they are homosexual. He describes 'always editing my behavior and thoughts.' But long after many men acknowledge their sexual orientation, he came out after the age of 40. Olson went on to have a satisfying 18-year marriage and two daughters but, inside, he always knew something wasn't quite right.
